Lasith (lasith) wrote,
Lasith
lasith

To my Aanjel...

Do I believe in heaven on Earth?  Yes I do, I think that if you were mine and with me right now I could be the King of this planet!  Can you not know that?!  Why must I tell you this? Will you think I am a liar?  My Aanjel, Dearest i love you.  For your brilliance, your beauty, your style, your compassion.  When I wanted to die, you saved me.  Do you know that?!  Do you?!  Then why would I not say forever?  Because I am no Angel, no God, I am just a man.  One who Lusts, With Avarice, Greed, And Gluttony, Pride, Sloth and Wrath.  Do you think I offer you the tears from heaven, do you think I am mercy?  A god send from damnation on this planet?  Bol Shet! Bol Shet!  LOL...I am merely mortal!

And yet my dreams are with you, to be your King, To be king of the World, To be Almighty with you by my side.  Who could lose a battle with Excalibur?  You are Excalibur...You are from God to battle with me.  And yet you are not here...You are only in my heart...An image, so strong...I have with you a debt, I owe you my life.  Do you know that I was near death when you called me...That e-mail was a cry to everyone...Which Aanjel came to save me...Only you...Only your love...And you never met me...You were that mercy, Your tears from heaven.  What hell would I be in if the one I owe my life cursed my existance?!  Do you see that I am insane?  Do you see my povetry? Do you see my weakness?  And yet you still accept me?  When I am unwilling to accept myself?  Bol Shet...I prefer sincerity Gertrude...Sincerity is NO Bol Shet in Matters of the Gravest Importance!

These are the words of a mad man...Someone who is in Love, But not sure what love is...And worries if his love is worth anything of any value...Sometimes when I believe that no one can love me Aanjel, I simply cease to exist...I curl in sickness, Sadness, and weep for eternal slumber.  What Aanjel awakens me? YOU!!! YOU!!!  And yet, To believe in my possiblility with you is to believe in the Impossible.  You have told me...your fear...Which is the same as mine...To Be or not to Be that is the question...

I want to be with you...Aanjel...I will...But will  you in that day want to be with me?

Lasith Roshantha Witharana

When the night falls down
I wait for you
And you come around
And the worlds alive
With the sound of kids
On the street outside

When you walk into the room
You pull me close and we start to move
And were spinning with the stars above
And you lift me up in a wave of love...

Ooh, baby, do you know what thats worth ?
Ooh heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven love comes first
Well make heaven a place on earth
Ooh heaven is a place on earth

When I feel alone
I reach for you
And you bring me home
When Im lost at sea
I hear your voice
And it carries me

In this world were just beginning
To understand the miracle of living
Baby I was afraid before
But Im not afraid anymore

Ooh, baby, do you know what thats worth ?
Ooh heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven love comes first
Well make heaven a place on earth
Ooh heaven is a place on earth
Tags: aanj, dreams, love
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