This is stuff I got from Anita's Journal...It's puts interesting spin on everything....
"I was rudely awoken at 6 AM by my inconsiderate
selfish fucker (wawawewa) brother because he thought I hid
his hockey jersey. I didn't. And I couldn't fall asleep after that.
Anyone who deprives me of sleep will pay.
So I ate his Toblerone bar from the pantry. Hah. Dipshit"
Anita May 29, 04...LMAO.
Some of this stuff is quite shocking...Like Borat in Season 2 episode 1 on HBO...Wawawewa
"My beloved brother is coming home for the weekend,
after work we're going out for wings (just like I
did last night with my coworkers) so that will keep
me vivacious while I prepare lattes and mochas
and drip coffee during the 4-hour period for
the affluent customers."
Selfish Fucker Brother Vs. My Beloved Brother...Are they the same? Who can they be?
Does Matt read this stuff...? My God...
MATT WAS ONLINE
AND NOT RESPONDING
SO I KEPT BLOCKING/UNBLOCKING HIM
TO CLIMB HIS SCREEN AND BE ANNOYING.
So that's how you do that crap!
I'm sure that these are many lies about Arif in this journal...No way was he this...
Arif, the middle brother, started to HATE Tempo with a passion after grade 9, so he left and went to Old Scona. He easily whizzed through, Honors with Distinction the whole way while in a dozen debate/chess/nerdy type clubs and if I went to OSA I'd only look like a fool after the legend he left behind....
When I first realized I had a crush on Matt.
Oh god, I love Matt so much, I'm so glad I met him. Our friendship has made me so happy.
It was REALLY depressing when I gathered up the nerve to ask him out, TWO YEARS AGO! and he said no.
(But then 6 months later when I asked again, he said yes)
I still think of that and start to shake.
Matt is so important to me.
It's like a soap opera...Wawawewa...
I really don't think I have much romantic feelings toward Matt anymore. It feels ... really.. really.. wierd.
So many changing feelings, not enough time to think about them
Mostly, it's the realizations that..
a) We're just growing apart.. he's getting into partying/beer, and I'm becoming more adament about retaining my innocence...
b) Even if I found out he DID like me romantically... I wouldn't care.. I wouldn't pursue it..
He sent me an email a few days ago, I didn't reply.
He's been coming online every day since the email (he hardly comes on)...and yeah..
I have no desire to keep the conversation going..
I have no desire to do webcam with him...
I'm not sad that we have nothing to say to each other.
Moreso just a bittersweet realization that things are changing.
Matt popped in to visit, and he waited and chatted with me until we closed!!
Then we went to his house briefly, then to Wendy's and ordered food and sat in the car and talked for about 2 hours.
It's so wierd - I have NOTHING in common with Matt, yet I never run out of things to say to him. I feel so comfy talking to him.
But anyways, now I am at home chanting to myself,
"I do not love Matt. He is but a mere good friend."
I hope it works. I'm really trying.
Alright...That was an interesting look at the world of Anita...Some insight into her siblings...Time to put in a random song that I quite enjoy...
Meant To Live
|Album||: The Beautiful Letdown|
|Submitted by||: jeremy|
|Corrected by||: laura|
Fumbling his confidence