Lasith (lasith) wrote,
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I am awake...Not sleeping Ironically

I'm back from the Casino...I decided PDA's are awesome...I was impressed by the
Pit Boss's Bob ability to count. There will always be a new technology but knowing
how to count lasts forever...and multiplication is a second skill that makes me
happy. I like clicking and tapping things into the PDA.

Kinda surprised at the cash in the place. Some people yell very loud when they win. And
I'm evil because i want the people to lose so that we get more money. I also think that
being a waitress in a casino is a sweet gig. It seems her recomendations of pear pie
led to a shortage. But when people throw away money...what's 5 buck tip...I'm glad I'm
not addicted to gambling. Friends don't let friends Gamble alone.

I ate and Enchilada and Wonton Soup and Pear Pie with Ice Cream for free. Spent almost
the whole time watching TV or talking to Annj and I helped a Non Profit I support.
Good times indeed. Oh yeah I had an an Ice Tea, 2 ginger Ales, a 7 Up, and apple, orange,
and grapefruit juices. There was a time I would only drink pink grapefruit if given the choice.
I now prefer apple however it goes too quick...too quick indeed.

I feel bad about the comment "someone" made in my journal..."Someone" is going to get hurt very bad
the next time I see "him". "He" is a stupid "fuck" indeed. I don't mind stuff but it's not fair to
get someone else messed up who doesn't share my thick skin...Not that she doesn't but she
is a stranger to "him" and I have a rule of treating strangers better than friends. And this "friend"
will get a good beating...I am looking so forward to it...I will kick "him" in the stomach. It's
kinda sad that I am rehearsing the beating but I need to visualize so that I can do it just
right.

I guess I have been advised to buy my pimp cane. I will do that today...I have decided to
use it to beat "him". Is LAS going to have to Smack, Choke and Beat a "Bitch"? Indeed! I
hope that my cane doesn't get too much blood on it. But overall I have seen that I have a lot
of people owing my money...I think people owe me two hundred and fifty cash. And then there is
a long term loan without interest. Yeah I think I am definately not buying too much silly stuff
for Annj. I think she'll go into West Ed...borrow my cane...beat me and take everything valuable
I own...Then sell my blood and organs. "Do you like these shoes I bought with Lasith's Liver?"
They are leather Prada! That's what you get with Sex and The City Women...Maybe I should move
to NY...I could have a Sugar Mama...And I wouldn't have to be productive. I would be sleeping
but my bank account would be productive ironically.

It feels like I can do nothing wrong now with Annj...I have told her almost everything...Anything
that bothers me about me she has accepeted. I don't think I'm hiding anything...and it's a good
feeling. And now I can get better...improve and be her Hero.

Tonight it’s very clear
As we’re both lying here
There’s so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I will never leave you alone

Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don’t want to lose you
I could never make it alone

’coz I am a man who will fight for your honor
I’ll be the hero that you’re dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I’m always strong when you’re beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone

’coz I am a man who will fight for your honor
I’ll be the hero that you’re dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

It’s like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I’ll save the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am the man who will fight for your honor
I’ll be the hero that you’re dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
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