nostalgicThere I stood alone in the Darkness
It seemed like my calls were unanswered
And so I began the journey into madness
With each step I knew my pleas were heard
I fell and a hand reached out
He said: "I heard you shout
I ran because it was your voice."
And I had no clue what his words were about
And with a smile he said that I had been kind in the past
The darkness slowly turned brighter
And beside my friend, were many whose hands were cast
And they all said we are loyal to you, you make the world righter
What was this I asked myself?
What did I ever do to gain your love?
They replied: "You were loyal to us,
even when we weren't loyal to ourselves"
We knew right away your need
God told us from above
I think I've decided that I have to let Annj go...
And if it's right we'll find each other one day...
But I think she needs to find herself and I do too...
I think we've agreed upon this already...
But I will be there for her...
But going to her isn't right for me anymore...
It's too confusing...LOL
And my heart can't take my insecurities...
Was it a cruel cruel summer?
Leaving me here on my own?
I know I'm not the only one...
The bangles originally sang that...Ace of base came after
I have to admit it was amazing...wonderful...Life is good
Because for all the sadness...it really wasn't too sad and
wasn't too long...and I have friends...who have been
understanding...kind...and loyal
Because they never wish to extort us, just show they support us
I think I will talk to Alan soon...It's amazing, my best friend in
junior high...I may have changed for the worse...I'll have to ask him
But it will be good to say hi...And tell him that he'll always be
my friend and always was...it will be nice to come full circle with
him...And start over...
I am not impressed by one of my friends right now...Sometimes when
he is drunk he can be a jackass...I have asked some others...and they
agree he is a drunk jackass...I'm comforted by that I am not alone...
You have a birthday party (Arif)...you'd hope that everyone would not
leave the bar while you are in the bathroom...I can't help but laugh at
some jackasses...Being one myself...
And so I hope I find a kindred spirit...just telling someone
everything isn't enough...it's a big step...but sometimes you
need to be hot...;o)
Phil Collins - Two Hearts
Well there was no reason to believe she'd always be there
But if you don't put faith in what you're believin', it's getting ya nowhere
And it teaches you to never give up, don't look down, just look up
'Cos she's always there behind you, just to remind you
Two hearts living in just one mind
You know it, two hearts living in just one mind
Well there was no easy way to, to understand it
'Cos there's so much of my love in her, as I've got plenty
And it teaches you to never let go, there's so much love you'll never know
She can reach you, no matter how far,
wherever you are
Two hearts living in just one mind
Beating together 'til the end of time
You know it, two hearts living in just one mind
Together forever till the end of time
Well she knows, there'll always be a special place in my heart for her
She knows, she knows, she knows
Yeah she knows, no matter how far apart we are, she knows
I'm always right there beside her
With two hearts living in just one mind
Beating together until the end of time
You know it, two hearts, but living in just one mind
Together forever till the end of time
