Lasith (lasith) wrote,
Lasith
lasith

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Self Pity without Remorse

Such a creature as wicked as Me
One who cares only about me
One who says "I Love! I Care!"
And have only brought those close despair
So hard for me to find these few
And so reluctant to start anew

I feel useless, out come my fears

Because the one I loved is in tears

Such dissapointment in me she feels

To break her heart when I promised to heal

Such a creature as wicked as Me
One who cares only about me

 

I just feel so selfish...I guess I am such a man...Why do i seek vengeance..I know I wanted her to hurt...And I regret it

But I did want her to hurt...

It was wrong...I don't like myself...She was so kind...she wanted me to be happy...I wanted something else for her it

seems..to be a bird in a cage maybe...to be mine without question...I want to be a monk...I want to die...I want to die

most of all

 

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