depressedSuch a creature as wicked as Me
One who cares only about me
One who says "I Love! I Care!"
And have only brought those close despair
So hard for me to find these few
And so reluctant to start anew
I feel useless, out come my fears
Because the one I loved is in tears
Such dissapointment in me she feels
To break her heart when I promised to heal
Such a creature as wicked as Me
One who cares only about me
I just feel so selfish...I guess I am such a man...Why do i seek vengeance..I know I wanted her to hurt...And I regret it
But I did want her to hurt...
It was wrong...I don't like myself...She was so kind...she wanted me to be happy...I wanted something else for her it
seems..to be a bird in a cage maybe...to be mine without question...I want to be a monk...I want to die...I want to die
most of all
