Lasith (lasith) wrote,
Lasith
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I thought with my free Time...

I would get out some anger...I think I should be
angry...I like to be angry...I would like to beat up
people...Why can I not find people to beat up? Why
have I never been in engaged in a fight...I make fun
of strangers but I do it in funny voices...I need a
new evil voice...

I seem to be happy with the upcoming
resolution of my non-communication with my father...
In June of 2004 I waas helping cooking...I was told
to find a untensil which was not found...he got angry
at me and when he also could not find that beautiful
tool I made a smart comment stating the obvious..and I was banished...But the mechanism for resolution is
officially underway...With a possible invitation for
dinner upcoming...

I was thinking of my anger with Anita and why I was
so...I guess it has do do with my expectations...I
have certain expectations of my friends...More than
those for my family...I value friendship...It is something I make sacrifices for...something that I
treasure and hate to lose...But when people don't
treat you like you think you deserve to be treated...
you shouldn't have to be loyal...you shouldn't keep
saying they are your friend...Sorry guys but I honestly
need my friends to prove it...If you hang around me to
watch me make a fool of myself and have a good time
but when I need your help you take back your hand and
disown me...you have no idea of my anger, my wrath...I
just don't put up with those people...I will break off
ties...friends become aquaintances...become idiots and
traitors and I have no problem exacting revenge...

That is the Revenge of The Sith

I have been told I have good friends and I think I
do...I care for them..I listen I sacrifice...I
often do too much...but it isn't because their
loyalty is the greatest gift I have...I have a
loyalty to those who give me theirs...But what do I
expect? Respect, Honesty, Compassion, Loyalty and
Empathy.

Listen to the wind blow...
Watch the sunrise;
Runnin' in the shadows...
Damn your love, damn your lies!

And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
You would never break the chain.

And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
We must never break the chain.

Listen to the wind blow...
Down the comes the night.
Runnin' in the shadows...
Damn your love, damn your lies!
Break the silence,
Damn the dark, damn the light!

And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
We would never break the chain.

And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
We must never break the chain.

And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
We must never break the chain.

Chain......keep us together....
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