August 9th, 2005

A Strangeness...

I realize that I am spending more time with women...Today I
bowled with a pink ball...That is like a woman isn't it lol...
But I think that this summer I have become friends with more
women...Possibly because male friends are working or travelling...

Hard to believe but I wasn't always a jackass...I think it happened
sometime in grade 11...Before I was just a geek with a sense of humour...
Somewhere in High school I tried to make everything into a joke...But
recently I've been talking with Chanchal, Simran, and Ronda who have
allowed me to be more than a jackass. I am still a jackass but I am
sometimes courteous, thoughtful, helpful. These are definately better
things than being a jackass.

But being single and having these women around make me think thoughts...
Is it possible to have friendships that don't make me think stupid things?
Why must I think stupid things about the other sex? Does she think I'm
attractive? Does she like me? Will she marry me? These are the pitfalls
of being a jackass...With Chanchal it's easy...taken already...I don't
think girls are going to hit on me anytime soon...That sux...

I'm going to miss Simran...:o( She's nice to me even though I do
stupid and say stupid things. She let me pat her head. I think her
so honorable and more importantly I think her heart is amazing. And
her smile seems constant...I'm lucky to have met her...I'll be in
angst without her...But Angst is great...She taught me that

Walking After You - Foo Fighters

Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just won't do without you, matter of fact
I'm on your back, I'm on your back, I'm on your back

If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you

If you'd accept surrender, give up some more
Weren't you adored
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Ooh I'm on your back I'm on your back
Ooh I'm on your back

If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you

Another heart is cracked in two, I'm on your back Ooh

I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Ooh I'm on your back

If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
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